Angel Dream

So, I already have been slacking! woops. i meant to take note of lovely things i have seen all week. Last night I said, "holy smokes! it's already the 9th tomorrow!"

To be honest, it's been a long week. I realize that i havent had a day off in 13 days, because I say yes too much. I felt completely burnt out wednesday, but when i finally made it home after 2 hours of riding the T, back and forth and wandering in the rain, seeing Jesse made everything ok. His hugs are the best.

However, my dream last night, I believe makes up for my lack of participation in my own love challenge.

So, it started off really weird. Jesse and I were looking at wedding dresses. And we were looking in the window at a "vera wang" dress, the manican who looked like she hadnt eaten in 3 weeks, CAME ALIVE! She had eyes like charcoal, like they were all pupils and she was so scary. but she walked right past us like we werent there. Then all the manicans in the store started coming alive! (Bear with me, it gets better). So all of a sudden I started to notice a difference between some of them. Some of them were angels, and others were demons! The angels were looking at Jesse and I with pure LOVE, and the demons didn't know we were there, they just walked aimlessly with black eyes. Right before I woke up, a child angel, dressed in white came over and touched my arm, and said "You know he is the one" with a smile that could melt an iceberg.

It might sound really weird, but it was SO cool. It felt like the message she was trying to tell me was that even when I have an exhausting week, and feel burnt out, or doubt myself, its all ok because i've found my soul mate and we have committed to spending our lives together. A lot of people never get this chance, but I have, and I'm so grateful.

More on love, tomorrow :)